the BABE
LOVE me&never let me go
SPOiLTbrat-
i got a fettish for DIMPLES, ouhmygawd.
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SPOiLTbrat-
i got a fettish for DIMPLES, ouhmygawd.
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Knock! Knock!
Just thoughts
Hey there, I'm writing to you,Not to tell you, that I still hate you, Just to ask you how you feel, And how we fell apart, How this fell apart, Are you happy out there in this great wide world?Do you think about me. When you lay your head down, how do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if we're alive. If i`m alright. Its been a long hard road without you by my side. Why weren't you there all the nights that I cried. You broke my mother's heart. you broke your promises for life. Its not ok. but i`m alright. I remember the days when you were a hero in my eyes. But those were just a long lost memory of mine. I spent so many years learning how to survive. Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive. The days I spent so cold. So hungry. Were full of hate. I was so angry. The scars run deep inside this tatooed body. These things I'll take to my grave. But I'm ok. I'm ok. And sometimes. I forgive. Yeah and this time, I'll admit that I miss you. Said I miss you. And sometimes, I forgiveYeah.
I miss my sayang dearest. Shall blog on the weekend. If i hav the tym. ((= Gd luck 5A fer ur prelims. Gd luck sayang. Gd luck fad. And boi i hate eu so bad. ((=
He`s such a sweetie pie.
Eye-candy. LOL.
((= Hoho.
He`s OUR fren. Rite fadd?? Rite shaz? Hoho.
shaz. fad sayang. me darling.
Halo sayang. I saw eu. (((= <33.
Nurul`s sister. Tompang glamour. LOL.
Picture speaks a thousand words. <33
Makcik! Maintain uh. Semangat kental.
Diamond among the crowd. ((;
pple go GAGA over those idols?? Duh. -__-"
Bukan Ku Tak Sudi
Ku anggapkan semalam.
Aku yang tak pernah bisa
Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Kalau saja waktu itu
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
Somewhere within the imperfect me, lies a person totally different from what the eye can see.
Dwell on TODAY`S opportunity not yesterday`s blunder.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
At the mean time, my bllog is on hiatus. . . Hey there, I'm writing to you,Not to tell you, that I still hate you, Just to ask you how you feel, And how we fell apart, How this fell apart, Are you happy out there in this great wide world?Do you think about me. When you lay your head down, how do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if we're alive. If i`m alright. Its been a long hard road without you by my side. Why weren't you there all the nights that I cried. You broke my mother's heart. you broke your promises for life. Its not ok. but i`m alright. I remember the days when you were a hero in my eyes. But those were just a long lost memory of mine. I spent so many years learning how to survive. Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive. The days I spent so cold. So hungry. Were full of hate. I was so angry. The scars run deep inside this tatooed body. These things I'll take to my grave. But I'm ok. I'm ok. And sometimes. I forgive. Yeah and this time, I'll admit that I miss you. Said I miss you. And sometimes, I forgiveYeah.
I miss my sayang dearest. Shall blog on the weekend. If i hav the tym. ((= Gd luck 5A fer ur prelims. Gd luck sayang. Gd luck fad. And boi i hate eu so bad. ((=
Saturday, August 26, 2006
I have to make it fast. My bro`s using the com. So anw. Syasya just came back from the meet-ups with my sayang dearest. Okay. I had fun. Lala. No further details. We piggy-backed each other. And HE won. By 1/2 a lamp. Not fair. Wee. All sweaty just noe. Hu cares.
So we met at 6. I was ON time okay. He was a lil agitated due to some problems. Smile k bebeh. Look on the bright side of life. So anw. We are all fine. Yippee. Went to have my very late breakfast and lunch. Yummeh. Den proceeded to the next destination. Turned out to be good. Superb. (((= Thank GOD. Amin. And i will so miss him. Yeash. Im missing him now. Ouh sheesh. I forgot to give him a ring. FAGGOTS. Anw. We did some kecohRABLE stuffs. Sori to those couples. And sayang if eu find me irritating, tell me okay. Ahakz. Sori fer those HALF-TIME, GOAL, FREE KICK and stuffs. LOL. Did that on purpose. And ouh gowd. Did i mention that my saliva practically slipped out from my mouth? Ouh gawd. Sori sayang. Hoho. Digusing gerl. ((=
So anw. Didnt meet shaz n fad. There aint no tym. So yeah. Keep tis short. Thx to dearest fad. sweety nadhirah and daling shaz to wish me HAPI SIXTH. (((= Greatly appreciated.
So HAPI BDAE TO SHAZ and ANGEL. Wee. 17th alrd. And an advance HAPI BDAE to FYRUZ dearest. I was once close with her wen we`re in sec 1. Still remember vividly those moment in bus. Yeah. We didnt noe each other but well we smiled. And we ended up in th same class. Isnt that great. ((= To her, HAPI BDAE FYRUZ. And to SEWI&SETH. Hapi EIGHT. In advance. Swit couple. ((=
TheEND
Friday, August 25, 2006
HapI SIXTH monthLYversary. LOL.
this is fer my ONLY sayang dearest.
Its 25th of the month.
Officially date.
So tis is fer eu bebeh.
Love eu sweets.
HAPPY SIXTH sayang.
Wee.
*drums roll*
Sya love eu sweets.
Ay.
Doth thou love ay too.
Haa.
Crapping.
HAPI SIXTH bebeh.
TheEND
Firstly. Wanted to appologised to sayang dearest.
Showed him my fucked up attitude just now.
Maybe?
Cause.
I didnt talk much as always.
And i just got irritated by him.
Since yesterday and today.
When i talk or there is a topic by ME.
He would replied.
"Ehk? OUhh. Daa abez? Panjang cerita eu."
Uh freak.
Im sorri sayang cause i dun play along.
But i miss eu laa. LOADS.
Eu are being playful wen im just in no mood.
Sarcastic. In that fucked up mood? No. NO. For me.
See. Usually i dun mind with these.
Sth is really3 wrong.
And sya has been feeling this nonchalant attitude.
WTH.
Sayang. Hapi SIXTH month bebeh.
Advance one dae.
LOL.
Get well soon sayang.
Tkcr of u leg k.
Smwah. I miss eu.
And that really bothers me.
On top of it.
The unexpected call i got.
In addition.
Tt xcuse fer tml.
And adding to my burden is my so late assignment.
Uh fuck.
These are killing ME.
Pain in the neck.
Sth i noticed.
I really3 find it`s NOT FAIR.
It`s okay.
Understood.
So yes. Me and her has been long since we spend our quality tym. LOL. Okay i sound soo lesbo. ((= But well. Obviously i miss that. But its in the past now. No use fretting. So. Want to bog about it but i cant. In the past. We would be home till late. About 10. But now. Its soo diff. Me and my guy. She with hers. No. Watever.
Came home early from nite study.
Usually sya reached home at ard 10. -__-"
Its not fun being the sya i am now.
QUiet. Secretive. Snow queen.
TheEND
From now.
Im gonnna hate those people with the name of KELLY.
Fuck.
Nw. Nw. Wat am i suppose to do.
Where the hell am i suppose to get that.
Cb laa.
It`s HUGE laa tto me.
Because of those untrue promised?
Now. I have to undergo this babi thg.
Like WTF.
And there goes my 'unearthly' thgy.
It will never be returned to me.
Bubbye. So long and farewell.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Im gonnna hate those people with the name of KELLY.
Fuck.
Nw. Nw. Wat am i suppose to do.
Where the hell am i suppose to get that.
Cb laa.
It`s HUGE laa tto me.
Because of those untrue promised?
Now. I have to undergo this babi thg.
Like WTF.
And there goes my 'unearthly' thgy.
It will never be returned to me.
Bubbye. So long and farewell.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Didnt come to skewl todae.
Gastric?
Anw.
Woke up at 10.
Nag here. Nag dere..
Starhub called.
Im DEAD.
Shit.
Im gonna stop all connections with him.
I tink.
No use.
Im sorry.
But i miss eu.
I miss my sayang dearest oso.
It`s ONE more dae bebeh. ((=
And if`s official.
We`re SIX.
Hoho.
Sori fad.
Didnt inform eu.
Shaz.
Tkcr of fad ok.
Im gonna be out of the house soon.
Have to.
How am is suppose to contact fad?
Sheesh.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Just came back from nite study.
Grr. Im DUMB at probablity.
Seriously.
-___-"
Pls. I nid help from anyone.
Im scared fer my prelims.
I nid AMYLIA laa.
Lost her contacts. ))=
Lost my mood to those problems.
Sigh.
OTW to nite study was awesome.
With fad darling.
FUN. FUN.
Sori. Im LATE.
Has been long since we`re like that?
MAYBE.
Saw my sayang dearest.
Didnt tok muCH.
Im stressed.
He sprained his ankle.
Tkcr kae sayang.
I love eu.
I miss eu.
Sori if in any wae i made harsh reply(s)
Dun tink so.
So skewl was ok.
Im more to the quiet side of me.
So unlike of sya.
Dunnoe why.
Im tired.
Of everything.
Nah. Some.
I miss my OUTSIDE frens. ))=
So.
Reading fills up my time.
Should i or should i not kol?
Sheesh.
I hope he doesnt wait fer my call.
Im GUILTY fer not taking care of him.
I didnt walk him home.
He sprained his leg.
Like HALOO..
Sya so IRRESPONSIBLE.
So not sya.
*slap forehead*
I wanna use the phone.
But cantt.
Faggots.
How..?
Miss lotsa pple.
))=
MATHS SUCK MY BLOOD.
MATHS was my fav sub.
IN THE PAST.
Serious.
Now=ENEMY.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Well. Im finding the answers to my deepest inquisition. Guess what. My frens told me that ARE going to the jc after their O level this year. Im happi fer them. But sadly. I just tink that its NOT fair. They get in throught the DIRECT SCHOOL ADMISSION. Only 20% of the applicants are accepted. And farid and khalis got into the category. And like haloo. FArid? Even one of my classmate did mention about him getting into VJC through DSA. Farid got a placing in TJC. And khalis got into a NJC. Huh. How come i dunnoe about this DSA thingy. Sigh. And farid is soooo exaggerating can. Sigh. We shall see laa okay. Wait till our results laa boy. -.- So arrogant. *middle finger* =P
So anw. Went to meet my sayang. Wee. We spent our tym. And time fly real fast. Seriously. I didnt realise it to be over soon. Its contagious and addictive. Sweets. ((= So im sorri okay. Hoho. Went home quite late. And wee. Hapi Advanced 6 monthyversary kay sayang. Wee. counting down. I like it the way we are now. I love NOW and i love my sayang dearest.
So i saw An just now. He`s the same wat. How come mat saes he`s diff? Nah he`s the same to me. Still friendly and as per normal laa. Thk gd. But i hope he wun forget his fwens. Like wat mat said. And i saw ika darling just now. She wore make-up to skewl sak. My gawd. *super SHOCKED* she`s aint a MINAH. she looks like one. but well. Nah. if eu read tis blog. sorri uh. terperanjat baby. LOL. Ur make-up thick sia. Like haloo. u gg to skelw rite. . . ((=
Off to bed. Slpy. *yawnz*
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Ouh well. Im supposed to be with my dearest switty sayang dearest. But see. Here i am. ))= Ok. Ok. Look at the bright side of life. Im gonna meet him later at 05;30. Sheeesh. Wonder what`s wrong. . Hmm. From 1;40 to 3;30. And to its been pushed to 5:30. Lalala. Fad laughed at me. Hmph. Anw. Org da siap daa. -__-" Ok skipped that.
Anw. Its gonna be 25. Yeah. 25 is HERE again. OMG. Its fast larh. Im looking fer it. But well i shouldnt. The opposite will happened if i get too excited. Anw. SAYANG!! We`re SIX bebeh. (((= Not yet laa. Rehearsal oni. Coming to.
So i did have my prelim practical just now. It was manageable. But well. I dun pay attention in class. So i will definitely flunk this paper. Sigh. Fad is sooo DUMB? Im sori. Even an idiot can follow those diagrams. Bt well. Fad did not. GUes what. She practically placed two wire on her jokey. OMG. I was like laughing to myslef. And she didnt even know that she have to make use of that long rule. While doing her experiment. Her ruler was by her bench. I tried to signalled her but to no avail. I made my movement as obvious to her as possible. I guess she knew what i was doing. And thank god that she noticed. Fuhh. Hilarious okay. And she`s the oni one who has two wires stuck n her jokey. LOL. Ok done with that.
Best of luck to fad. Tkcr okay sweets. No im just waiting. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Tym goes by. So slowly. ((= I hope sayang dearest is okay. I miss him. Smwahh!! See ya later darlynk.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Monday, August 21, 2006
Hoho. I remember sth fad said that makes me feel so3 busuk hati? Nth much. But i told fad to delete sayang dearest pics from her phone. =p Haa. Nth actually. Fad told me last nite that her madrasah fren, looked at her hp, and asking about MY sayang dearest. No big fuss anw. But hello. No. No. He`s my. He`s MY. Haa. Nah. This entry is lame laa. Nonsen. So fad did said. Sth. That made me replied. "Wat for?" Hmm. Shld i feel that way. I dun feel the urge to feel in such a wae larh. Hoho. But hey awak. Nak kenal-kenal with sayang dearest? Haa. Go ahead. Maybe eu want. But i wun be a bimbo. But i dun really mind laa. To a certain extent. ((= Anw i wun tell sayang dearest about this cause he will definitely prasan? Kembang? Knowing him. Haa. She ASKED ONI but nth more. Haa.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Its way past midnight. 02:05 to be exact. And i am still awake rite now. Sth happened to me just now. Maybe im just saddened by the situation and im prolonging or following too much to my emotions. Like it is quoted in the drama IKHLAS, "Dun let ur body take control of ur mind cause ur mind should be the one controlling ur body." Its nice anw. Yeah. Watched it fer the 1st tym on Saturday and i practically fall fer that drama. Its awesome laa as im attracted to it easily. Sheesh. So anw. Seriously im feeling all guilty. Its been such long time since i chatted with abg wawal. At most the conversation lasted for 2 minutes. Pathetic. The idea of me getting closer to sb, is well, driftin me apart from my abg wawal. Nobody is to blame. I preferred my relationship with him now compared to those in the past.
25th JULY really changed my life.With him. I lovee that though. The changes. Thx to the changes. Yeah. ((=
But. On the other hand, i completely neglected my duty as a fren, sis, confidante, best friend to sb(s) i regarded as my other half. Im selfish. Yeah. To a certain point. That it made me realised how bad ive been juggling my responsibilities. To fad too. Rite fad? Ans me. Tell me if im wrong. Correct me if im wrong. This entry is meant for those pple i tresured most. Esp one. And im sorri to my sayang dearest if ever he come across this entry. Im just afraid writting this entry though. I dun wan to hurt him in any way. Sori if i did? But i cant escape from these reality of life. Im pouring out what i feel at this moment to my blog whom i regard as my confidante.
So. I just wish that my 'relationship' with my abg wawal will not drift apart any further. But what am i supposed to do. I cant get everything i want in life. True. Basically. Saying all this will definitely make my sayang dearest angry? In a way i guess. And i swear that i dun wan my entry to lead me to a serious blunder. Seriously. I miss my abg wawal. Its been so3 long since i admit that. But well. Its just today that i realised this. This moment. I ought to know the consequences of admitting this. However, i am sure tt i do LOVE my sayang dearest. No way. He`s my. Ok. I must not be ambitious and having high hopes. Cause nothing last forever even if eu want it to.
Ouh. HELL. Back to abg wawal. Faggots. I totally forgot what i wanted to blog on. Duh. -___-" WTH. So anw. Im just feeling guilty laa. I ignored my fren. My decision was that ive choosen sayang dearest over abg wawal. But does that mean that i have to give up my frenship with him? Nahh. Im not regretting anything. Im just glad. VERY glad that i met sayang dearest during one of the crossroads in my life. Ouh well. Maybe i shall not lament on these predicament. At the same time, i miss my sayang dearest larh. ((= Haa. Im such a biatch to miss him and at the same tym missing other people(s). Huh hu huh??!! SAYANG DEAREST really ROCKS SYA`S SOCKS. LOL. =P *Hugs&Kisses*
Anw. Gd luck to pple hus taking oral tml. GD LUCK FADD. GD LUCK SHAZ. GD LUCK ALI. Suddenly i tink about them. Besides fad laa. ((=
TheEND
dada.sweets.
As i write this blog. I am crying. Yeah i swear i am. These stoopid tears just cant stop rolling. WTH. Anw. I HATE him. And i HATE these tears too. After soo long i didnt receive that from him. He did it todae. FUCK laa. Ouh well. Im just stoned. Like i said. Im a SNOW QUEEN after all. It doesnt matter to me physically anymore. Mentally. Im worse. Nah. Its emotionally to be exact. But like hu cares rite? I nid my dear bro now. He`s not part of my family. But still. I regard him as my family. Yes. It`s MINE. As i sit infront of the computer. I wonder how he is doing rite now. Its been stressing fer him rite. But well. Im just too busy. And i am caught in between. Somehow. I just hope that i could get along well with my abg, bestfrens, bfs&gfs and obviously my lovely dearest sayang. All at the same tym. So i dun have the need to divide my time equally. But well. No it doesnt werk. Nahh. No further details.
So nonetheless. See. Im gonna change. What can eu do? So what? I dun give a shit fer everyy details that are swirling in my life now. Im rather secretive towards my life. Yeah. But. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. STOOPID. You taught me that. Im not ungrateful. But have eu ever considered myself being a grateful brat to eu? I doubt so. I may be invicible to your eyes. But after today. I will be more defiant. More invicible. I doubt that eu wun get to see me more from todae. Fuck laa. No need to tok to me. Save your breathe basket. Stoopid fucker. Ive got a solution. My MP3. Haa. Argh. Shit. These tears doesnt stop flowing. And i hope they doesnt see these teary eyes. I hope that i will get over and done with this obstacles. Without consulting to anyone. Nahh. I shall learnto be independent and i shall stop complaining to those pillars<33>
TheEND
dada.sweets.
As eu read the subject, i am not elated over dim sums. Nahh. I am just happy that i have settled down with my sayang dearest. Yeah all those doubts have been cleared. Not all though. Certain matter i mean. We hog on the phone for about 4 hour plus or less. Somewhere laa. Its from 10. And ended at 3;15am. Yeah. So i tot that he wouldnt mind certain things. BUt well. He did. Suprisingly. Nyeheh. But during the climax of the conversation, i have to put down the phone. My mom`s woke up from her beutiful slp. Laa. But it`s okay. So. I love him. Even more. I told him some thgs which i kept if for soo long. But now. Daa. oKay. Im done.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
So. I chatted with some pple whom i dont noe their existence. I swear its just plain nonsense. WTH. Im tired laa guys doing all this. Tis making frens thgy where guys LOVE to make the 1st move. So i wonder. Will guys still kenal-kenal with those girls even if he has gt a girl? I mean its kike ive got few of my frens who did that behisnd their girl. Hmm. So im just tinking if HE did that. Haa.
Bt hey. syasya miss RAIHAN laa. Its been long laa since i lost contact with him. I wonder how he is now. Dun get me wrong. I used to regard RAIHAN as my best budd. Sure he is one. He wud be there fer me. And i like him. Notice that i use the word like okay.
Miss amylia. maggie, HASRI, ayu, apai, epul. Many many more laa. I lost their contact number. Ah shit. I miss my werk frens too. Lost their number sei.
And all thx to the spoilt hp. I mean i love tt hp. Tt doesnt belong to me actually. Years back. I swapped my hp to my abg wawal. So he has mine and i have his. And now. Its all in bad condition. Kenaangan lor. But it`s spoiled alrd. N mind eu. There`s NURUL`S pic. Gosh i miss her. And she misses me too. Abg wawal told me quite a few tym. But im sori Ive been busy and cant make myself to go to sengkang. Sori k sayang. Kakak will meet eu one dae. So the pakcik misses me too. Like alaa. Im soo sori. It not that i forgot eu k. Ive been busy. And well. It like wen one come. One go. Se. But trust me. I still wan eu to be part of my life okay. Eu, me fad, sayang dearest. For now. Tt`s the most precious confidante in my life. LIKE HALO. If ever one dae, u want to go away frm my life. Then be it. Cause wld still keep u im my HEART. Yeah. <33>
Bt hey. syasya miss RAIHAN laa. Its been long laa since i lost contact with him. I wonder how he is now. Dun get me wrong. I used to regard RAIHAN as my best budd. Sure he is one. He wud be there fer me. And i like him. Notice that i use the word like okay.
Miss amylia. maggie, HASRI, ayu, apai, epul. Many many more laa. I lost their contact number. Ah shit. I miss my werk frens too. Lost their number sei.
And all thx to the spoilt hp. I mean i love tt hp. Tt doesnt belong to me actually. Years back. I swapped my hp to my abg wawal. So he has mine and i have his. And now. Its all in bad condition. Kenaangan lor. But it`s spoiled alrd. N mind eu. There`s NURUL`S pic. Gosh i miss her. And she misses me too. Abg wawal told me quite a few tym. But im sori Ive been busy and cant make myself to go to sengkang. Sori k sayang. Kakak will meet eu one dae. So the pakcik misses me too. Like alaa. Im soo sori. It not that i forgot eu k. Ive been busy. And well. It like wen one come. One go. Se. But trust me. I still wan eu to be part of my life okay. Eu, me fad, sayang dearest. For now. Tt`s the most precious confidante in my life. LIKE HALO. If ever one dae, u want to go away frm my life. Then be it. Cause wld still keep u im my HEART. Yeah. <33>
TheEND
dada.sweets.
He`s such a sweetie pie.
Eye-candy. LOL.
((= Hoho.
He`s OUR fren. Rite fadd?? Rite shaz? Hoho.
uS again. <33.
tt`s my. <33.
shaz. fad sayang. me darling.
Halo sayang. I saw eu. (((= <33.
Nurul`s sister. Tompang glamour. LOL.
Picture speaks a thousand words. <33
Makcik! Maintain uh. Semangat kental.
Diamond among the crowd. ((;
pple go GAGA over those idols?? Duh. -__-"
Fuh. syasya went to TM. Watch Singapore Idol. Fuh. There was the(se) person. Haa. Can i melt? No. It`s we. We we CAUGHT. Darn. We were wasting tym actually. Before that, we wen to S11 to eat. We were famish. I didnt finish up my laksa. Grr. I dun like the white mee. Eww. I loike the yello mee more. Sigh. So anw.
Before that, syasya went to skewl. Okay. Im bad. I didnt go to my lit class. I was late. Sorri. But i reached skewl at about 12:20. Hmm. Once i reached, i called my sayang dearest. Hmm. Fad did her D&T. YeahNESS to shamir. He has finished his folio. Wee. ((= So After i reached. 20 mins later, I went to meet sayang dearest. Hmm. Wee. (((= Extra smile. Miss him laa. But the effect of seeing him everydae is bad. . . Cause it makes me want to see him more. Ask for more. Quoted from PEPSI.
Anw. Just now. In tech room. Ibni made me/us laugh like hell? LOL. So confident that the pencil case was his. Haha. Like haloo. Its mine. So he said. "Hus rubber band sia in my pencil case?" Funny laa. And it was raining just now. Borrowed FARHI`S umbrella. Thx okay. But he throw his umbrella and it hit my head. Ouch! Pain. Fad laughed and laughed. Hmph. But that part was FUN. ((=
Anw. Syasya saw sayang dearest at mall. Wee. So we meet fer a while. We talked outside toilet. Yesh. Get to see him. Bump into him several time. But at last. I went home with him. Wee. ((= I freaked out wen we spot his dad. Fuh. Lucky us. So anw. Im home now. Im tired. Lalala. See the pics ive uploaded. Thx.
I nid to study. Shit eu laa.. My dad nag and nag and nag. My mom adds charcoal to the fire. Shit. Shit.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
GET WELL SOON GIRLFREN. Tis goes to FAD dearest. Tkcr bebeh. Eat ubat yeah. Paki slimot pn okae. Tata
TheEND
dada.sweets
Let me start off. Its been a while since i blog. Yeah. I dont often use the com nowadays. Watever. So Tis week ive been seeing lots of him yeah. Less of him. Less of dem. Wee. Wat we did alwaeys are crap and bling bling. (((= Nah. See im crapping. Anw. If i cld remember. Here`s what i did for the past few daez.
WeDNESDAY/16.08.06
Supposedly. Faddi has got no tuition. B4 wed, i planned to 'spend' quality tym with her. Since its been long since we did that. But little did i noe tt she has got tuition. Lalalala. But ard 2 plus. She decided not to go to tuition. So wee. But ive cancelled all my plans alrd. So i need to replan. Bt anw. We mit fer nite study at 7. I was late larh. Bt at 8;15. I separated frm dem. Went to meet my fren. Yea we eat our dinner? Bt i dun like it this wae laa. Its like not alwaez us. LAlala. Maybe due to the strayed communication. Ive been busy these days. Im sori. Still. U are not forgotten babe. Reached home ard half past 10. So syasya reali3 miss US. However, syasya MISS sya's sayang dearest laa. Didnt get to see him. Gosh. Miss eu sweet.
THuRSDAY/ 17.08.06
Syasya wmit sayang dearest. And so. He fetched me from home. Nah. He meet me here. Thx darling. Suppose mit him earlier. But i was overslept. Hmph. Sori sayang. After that. We meet fad. Went to eat our lunch. Sit at BK. Den head to esso. Kinda bored. Yeah. Im sori pple. But I managed to have fun beforehand. Wae hilarious. Shiok. I love him okae. I see US differently these past few daes. No comment.
FrIDAE/ 18.08.06
Froday which is todae. So i was lucky that i need not waste my money on cab. Cause ive been wasting my $8.50 everydae this week to hail a cab in order to avoid being late. WTH. Yea cause ive been late fer 3 tym laa. Shit. So anw. I took 8 and 28. But i allighted at afghan and walk. Halfwae. I saw ayul. With his bike. So he ask me to tompanG. LOL. Thx sweet. But takpe laa. ((= So i took 29 wen i reached TPJC. Wase money rite. Haa. Fuh. I was not late. Thk god. Anw. Fad didnt go to skewl todae. Like haloo. I survive okae. Haa. I tot that i cant do w/o her. Bt see. Skewl was quite a drag laa. Cause i dun really tok much unless i have to. But quek, aidil, xuanwei. Kept me gg. Thx pple. So went hme straight. I didnt see shaz. Anw. Thx farhi yeah. He went recess with me. Thx hari too. Went hme with him. Otw laa.
So i went nite study todae. Yesh. I mit sayang dearest halfwae. Wee. ((= See. Its diff. I dunnoe y. But gawd i love him bebeh. Went to skewl. At 1st wanted to study in my class. But it was too noisy laa. And. He`s not comfortable. Alaa. So went to 4E. His class. Peaceful laa. So didnt see fad anywhere. Left a note fer her. She looked at me. Asked her to join but she didnt want to . Fine then. I didnt manage to study my chem. He did his maths. Halfwae i did english. Bored.
-__-" Didt plan to go bt hmph. Was pull to. Sigh. So left skewl at 8. Separate frm fad. Yeah. I guess i dun need her laa now. I mean even wen im with her. It seems that laa dunnoe how to explain. I can see that more and more of my frens are being hypocrites. Grr. Lalala. WTF. I am one. On certain aspects. Bt my wae is diff. Wtf. Watever shit. Met iqa just now too. Wee. She asked me out again. ((= After one comes the another. Its like if im close with tt person. Beginning to. It happens that the relationship with my other fren are drifting away. It`s like one come one go. Laa. I dun wan US to be like tis laa. Nurul misses me anw. I miss her too. Let him adapth with this. We have to evenif we dont. Okay done. Hurhur. Mouth like magazine. I sure did have fun just now. Thx to my darlings. Hoho. Caught and caught and caught. Ouh. Ouh. Sure syasya miss sayang dearest. I bite him. I pinched him. Sori sweets. Eu did it too anw. Syasya kinda tink hows abg wawal coping rite now. . . Im slpy. Nites babe. Ouh.
TheENDANA LOHAN! HAPI 17TH BDAE BABE. ((=
dada.sweets.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Grr. Now wat. Syasya feels so JIWANG now. I dunnoe y. Gawd save me from tis. I was listening to my songs. Suddenly. Its like a flashback. Yeah. I shouldnt feel tis wae. But i cant help it. I love sayang dearest. I love sayang dearest. Sori k. I just pour out what i feel. Anw. To those hu noe me. Im just thinking of my history. So with this song. I shall end it with a sad note. . . .
Bukan Ku Tak Sudi
Ku anggapkan semalam.
Satu kenangan yang suram.
Bila cinta kita putus di jalan.
Ku harapkan impian.
Menjadi Kenyataan.
Namun aku kecewa...
Mudahnya waktu melafazkan janji.
Engkau dan aku berdua serupa.
Rupanya mentah di dalam mainan... percintaan.
Telah pun ku bentangkan segalanya.
Mencari entah dimana silapnya...
Jelas asmara kecundang jua...
( korus )
Bukan ku tak sudi kasih...
Untuk bersama mu bercinta lagi...
Kerna antara kita.
Tidak sehaluan lagi...
Maafkan diriku sayang...
Menolak cinta mu kali ini...
Walau pun ku tahu...
Bersungguh benar hasrat hatimu...
Bt nah. I shall not brood over it too much. Cause i wun gain anythg. Blergh. So. Toodles. ((= I feell dumb. Ouh. I did my vectors just now. Thx to sayang dearest. Hee. Now i feel better. Wee. Slightly. Haa. Ciao.
ThEND
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*middle finger* Argh tooot. Im sori sayang i cant tok to ya like alwaez. Yeah it was my dad who picked up the phone. WTH. Catch up with eu soon. So while i was toking to bebeh darling. Those two morons. My small bro and that sis were laughing. Yeah. To me. Fuck off laaa. None of ur bussiness. Like haloo. Get a life dude. Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I nid my pillar now. I nid tt. Grr. Im holding on. Just afraid that i will break down. Argh fuck. Fuck. Faddddddddd.. Euuuuuu. Da laa. Nitez bebeh. Sori i didnt kol eu wen ive reached home. I didnt noe tt u are expecting a kol from me. Ok done. Dude. Im soooooooo pissed. -___-" Fucker.
TheEND
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Wee. PE was ubber fun. Yes. Yes. Finnaly. We, 5A girls, play in peace. LOL. No comment laa. Was fun. Wee. Skipped nite study. Yeah. Went out with sayang dearest. Haa. No further details.
But somehow. I left halfway. Yeah. Went home. Awkward? ((= But they are great bunch of people. Friendly yeah. And swit couple sei. Haa. Fad might noe wat i mean. Swit. Swit. And while i was sitting there. Hafiz make US laugh like hell. Well. I laughed. LOL. Fullstop. Details will not be provided. =P Ouh. Sori ya i laughed loud. Was it? Haha. Went home. Kene scold. Like haloo. SIINGH called my home. UH fuck. Now. My dad noes the REAL reason y i didnt attend skewl yesterday. So. From todae. I have to be me. The last tym ME. Uh fuck. The usual routine. Skewl. Remedials. Stay in skewl till late. Nite studies. AND tis tym are fer real. Authentic. Genuine. Bona fide. Fuck. Fuck. Grr. Sori for profanities. And. I just argue with mt 2nd bro. Like duh. He is soooo ubber close to me can. Yet. ))': Im sad. Tsk. The reason? Computer. Fucker sia. If not the phone. The computer. Like knnccb. WTF. WTF. See. Its been like weeks since i use all these words laa. And its starting to come out from me . Yeah me. Like argh can. But hallloooo. Im using the com fer my damn blood project that is hanging. CB. And adding to my angerNESS. Mdm -speaking.with.an.engish.speaking.accent- scolded me just now. Her voice is superb loud laa. Malu sak. Cb. And yeah fer my own good. But chill laa. I hate it wen pple raised their voice okkk.. ))= And so. Two teachers walked past there. KOnfem they gossip. Yayayaya. Like whatever. Noeing dem? Like duh. Mouth like butthole. Okay. Im boiling hot now. I hope no one will ring me. Im scared. My dad`s at home. Grr. And sori fad. Cant tok. Cant. Sori babe. I miss sayang dearest now. Yeah. Fad. See. See. ((= Signs returned. ((= Alot!! Hakz. Tinking of him make me chill. Haa. Wat crap. -__-" Its been long since i hear vis voice. Ciao.
TheEND
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
After so long... I got to go out with sayang dearest. Haha. Im exeggerating. Yeah. I got to see him todae. Wee. ((=
TheEND
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Sori fad. I didnt go to skewl todae. Ive gt cramps laaaa. Anw. I hope u are doing fine now okae. I shall see eu tml if im okae. So fad. I miss ya. I miss ya. Study hard okae. Tata.
Anw. Abg wawal was veri3 late late fer skewl. Im sori i didnt kol him early in the morning and sori to fad too. But well. Im just sori. I didnt wake up. Bt i was very3 suprosed that abg wawal cant wke up. Sigh. So now. He`s otw to skewl. Kesian sei. And its all because i didnt do my duty to wake him up. Grr. I feel guilty laa..
I wonder hows my sayang dearest is now. I miss himm. I miss him laa. Study har k syg. And takmu smoke too much pls. Pls. And i hope that i can see him soon. Cause syasya reali3 MISS him. LOADS laaa.
Ouh yeah. Since i ggot nth to do.I remembered what me and my brother discussed at LONG JOHN yesterdae. Sth about relationship. LOL. So. in my opinion. I asked him. And im still searching for my answers still.
''What fer ehk. Pple go into a relationship? I mean its like what can eu gainSee.. Im just wondering why laa. Anyone can help? Hoho. Im sorri though it seems ironic and maybe hypocritical. Bt well there`s always sth that an individual would be curious for.
from there? Its like a scenario where 2 plle like each other. They want more. So they start a relationship. In that relationship. They sae i love eu. And i miss eu so often that sumtyms they will get bored of it. Will they?Even in a friendship. Eu can alwaez say all those stuffs rite...? So now. Wen those pple are in relationship. What more?"
TheEND
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Monday, August 14, 2006
Ouh well. I came back at ard 10;25. Ouh gawd. I noe im late. Ubber late. Hoho. So I did enjoy myself. Yeah. Firstly. I went out with my bro. Super loads of fun. Yeah. Went to have our late lunch. Yeah. At LJS. So. Finnaly. I had my salsa cheese. Uh. My favourite bebeh. It was fun laa. Cause we went to BEDOK. And tehre`s soSOso much of shopping to be done there. Bt. Wait till i brg fad alg. Yeah. Haha. After that. Sya went to jog. Yeah. Been sumtym since i did tt. Rite. Fats are starting to accumulate at my hips area. Ouh gosh. So. I made a resolution. If i can make it just now. Holding on to those weights on me. Y cant i persevere to these burden that i am facing. All these stress. I noe i can. Firstly. Finish up my lateLATELATE works. Next, pass my exams. And dun be afraid. Yeah. Tts it. Those 3 came out frm my mouth. Eu tink i can do it? Well. I hope soo. And. I scream my lungs out. Hoho. Never felt any better. Thx to my brother laa. Crazy him.
So anw. Tok to sayang dearest otp. Was long though. Tok to him ard 11pm. And it ended ard 1? I guess laa. Cant remember. But it was super bliss toking to him. I miss his voice. Sayang. Can eu hear me bebeh? I miss everythg bout ya. Im sorri cant see eu later. Lalala. Takecr of fad ok? Thx. And fad. Takecr of him ok. Thx darling. And fad. Dun let him FLIRT. He gatal. Gatal. LOL.
And i loike todae coz i get to tok to fad darling most of the tym. Its like 861462 days since we did tt rite bebeh? Miss all tt laa.. Haa. So my eyes are slpy. Got to go to bed nw. Bubbye. Tkcr sweethrt(s). Ouh special thx to my dearest brother ya!! Fad shd come alg. Hmph. Hey Mr RIGHT. Tkcr of my husband yeah..((=
TheEND
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Boo. I woke up at 9 plus. Seriously. I cant slp larh.I drmt of too many thgs. Lalala. I tossed and tossed till i got the right position. But i failed. So. Here i am. Not yet bathe. ((= Just ate my breakfast. LOL. Once in a while lor. Hakz. So i managed to wake 2 of my frens. Haa. Sori yeah. I kol just to wake eu guys up. Yeye. So at least my frens are awake now. Wanted to kol sayang dearest. Bt somehow. I tink twice laa. Im just afraid to kol him. And i just dun get it y. Blergh. Anw. Yeah. I drmt more on sayang dearest. I really3 miss him laa. Its been long since we last go out together. More than 1 week. We counted yesterdae. Minus the SI. Which was bored. Ok im done. Toodles. Lup ya faddie!!! ((= Anw. SYasya miss her too laa. I wantt to go out with her too. Can? Can fad? Tell me yeah. If eu read tis. Wee.. I shy2 laa wan to ask ppple go out. LOL. Faddie IIIIIIIISSSS hapii. Woot. Im happy fer my bestFREN!!! Yeyeye. Pop yeye. Hakz. Im crapping. *clapz* Stay happi like tis k fad. Thx MR RIGHT. LOL. And i hope that SHE/he wun come into the picture. Euu noe wat i mean fad. No way. ((= Smwah baby(s)!!
TheEND
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Fine. Im tired of blogging deze days. Grr. So. I felt sth`s not right with me. I told fad. And i dont noe y. Anw. I miss my sayang dearest super loads. But what we do. Even if we miss tt person so3 much. Sigh. Da laa. Tts it. Yesterdae. I felt so3 not me. I rant my heart to my fwens. Thx yeah. But still. Im holding on. Yeah. Ive been brain-washed. Hey. I love him. Yeah. I love him. Much. And hell. Sya miss sayang dearest. Shit. How nie. ))=
Im sori i cant go out with him yesterdae. Ive got plans. Eu shd tell me earlier. But i was expecting eu to ask mi out. But den. Somewhere ard 2 plus. Eu told me that u had go with them. So. Hopes were crashed. And i decided to go out with my freinds instead. I tot i shd prioritised eu. I did. I held those invitations that asked me to go out with them. Cause i want3 to go out with eu. Badly. Bt den. Lalala. Until the moment eu reached home. Eu told me again and again tt eu wanted to go out with me. By tt tym, i cant. Cause ive konfem my plans with dem. I wanted so much to go out with eu. But is better that wae. Since we are like tt alwaez. So yesterdae doesnt make a diff. Isnt it so. I guess eu shd do some reflections. No i mean WE should. Rite.
*If oni i go to skewl just now. Grr. At least can see him. Sigh.
TheEND
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Si was fun. Fun. Fun. LOL. And minus the sulaiman thgy. BUt actually. That adds fun to the whole outing. Though my head was being squashed, i kindda dun give a damn about it. Haa. Anw. I shook hands with PAUL and JOAKIM. Anw. Not much too sae. After that. I was separated frm my frens. Im sorri kwn2. Sori ehk fad. I tot. I tot. Takpe laa.. So I went with my sayang dearest. I got to mit him. Wee. And its been veri3 long since i went out laa with him. Bt. It was kindda bored. I guess. Anw. THx a lot sayang fer sending me home. Wee. ((= I was scared. Yeah. Veri. Tkcr den.
TheEND
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A date that is left untouched deep down in my heart. Yeah. Nostalgic memories fer me. Well. If sayang dearest came across tis blog. I hope he wld understand. Its not the matter of giving everythg up and make assumptions okay. Sigh. Wat nonsen am i toking? So anw. I admit that tis date do leave me to rekindle my past life. I cant help it though. And im appologised to sayang dearest fer feeling in such a wae. But. Nth lor. Seriously. But i have to sae that he remembered this date too. Sadly. Tts all in the past. Fer now. We shd treasure what we have now. N i treasure my sayang dearest larh. Him. And fad. Anw. Sya miss sayang dearest. Argh! Da laa. Let it be. Im just tired missing pple. LOL.
Anw. Happi Advanced Bdae to Dearest SINGAPORE!!! And to Marisher dearest too. Hapi bdae darling. So. Skewl was until 10 am. Wee. It was super3 fun. I can see the spirit of graduating was dere. The kecohrable. My gawd. We sing. Laugh. Scream. Mr Yap tetek! Let us enjoy can. Like haloo. Its our year bebeh. Was fun. And i love singing. 'Where we belong.' LOL. We got chocolates. Yummilicious.
So sya have to get ready now. Mitting my fren at 12:30. And the rest at half past 4. Im tired. WOndering what i shd wear. *scratch head* Klaa. Lazy to blog alrd. Toodles.
P.s I hope i can bump into sayang dearest. I so3 miss him. Im sori i cant go with eu. But i wan sei. Grr. Tkcr bebeh.Love eu hanney!
TheEND
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
So reached home at ard 10. Wee. Meet one of my frens b4 reaching home. Yeah. Separated from Ali at about 8 plus. Anw. Study with him was fun. Yeah. Swear it was pure bliss. I mean i was having a galore of fun. We studied. LOL. At 1st, I tot it wld be cancel cause Ali was no where insight. But alas saw him. Anw. He went home 1st. Took sth. Or maybe BERAK?! Lol. Im gonna blog. But i forgot laa sei. So while he`s at home. Lucky my fren was there to teman me. Wee. So im not alone. He`s frenly laa. Chatted with him.Maybe near 1 hour? ((= Catch up a lot. His life was a totally disaster. So well. He noes me all along. But i dun really noe him. So went too have our late lunch. And guess wat. ALI doesnt noe how to pronounce MAYONNESE. Shitheads. Gt several silly thgs laa. But i 4got. -___-"
So the post study was superb fun!!! Im sori tt Ali met with an accident. Nah jk! My fault. Im sori. We were having fun. He sat on the trolly. I pushed him. With high speed. I tot it was pure fun if i just brake suddenlyly. But little did i noe that it will be like tt. Ali practically flew out of the trolly. Wakakaka. Tergolek sak!!! LOL. LOL. Funni uh. Funni uh. ((=
Den met my frens. Pure bliss too. Frangrance was strong though. Nth cld compare with their existence. Beside faddie and sayang dearest. Smwah babies. Lepak fer a while. Till 9;45. And den it was tym to go home. Ah sheesh. Uh faggots!! I miss my sum of my frens.
So anw. Seriously. I was distracted just now. I was missing my sayang dearest lor. Like hell.. Baby. I miss eu. I miss eu syg. Gg to be 5 daes since we last go out. Nah shut up sya. Stop counting down the days gerl. Other thg was tt. I practically didnt receive any message from him the whole of dae. I was worried. But at the same tym. I was letting thgs to flow as it is. Nah. I shd not get thgs so tight up. Chill gerl. But still. He called me. We tok fer a while. And daa. Still miss him. Can i have my sayang dearest with me now. I want to fell the warmth of his body. I miss his hugs. Smile. Nah. No further details. I miss him. And tt`s fer sure bebeh.
Da laa. Ok den. Im tired laa. Nitez. Anw. I want to go SI with sayang dearest. I want. He want it too. But well. Thgs are hard to juggle. And im bad at tt. So i shld. Well ferget it. Maybe he`s not comfortable with my frens. Tt`s it. So. ANythg. Just come alg with us k. Its tym u spend tym with my frens uh. ((= They are nice pple. Im nicer. Jk. End.
TheEND
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Monday, August 07, 2006
Gawd! Finally im back. ((= It`s been 6 days since i last blog. Phew. That`s long. So. Too many things to blog about the past daez. But well. To sum up everything. .
Tuesday
So. i went to skewl. Yeah. Not yet recover frm my illness but still i have to go rite? Anw. If i remembered clearly. I saw my sayang dearest. Wee. Gawd. I miss him cause it`s been 4 consecutive daez since i last saw him. Sigh. But no use complaining rite. I tink. I went to sengkang library. And guess what?!!! I saw DIANA. Ouh yea. Physically. She`s a minah. Darn short and tapered skirt. Eww. Blue c.lens. With those headbands. Eww. But somehow. Based on her oral descriptions. I find her rather sincere. Yeah. Minus her physical looks laa. I guess she will be fine. I do have confidence in her though. But well. Well. I wonder y she`s been rejected. Nah. I will try my best to help her in sum wae or another. Im not pompous enough to let it be okay. But wat about me? Sigh. Tt`s parts and parcel of life anw. I believe that sumtyms, u have to let go of certain thgs in order fer the other sides of life to be revealed. Lalalaala.Best of luck to dem. And. I was sitting next to her. She has no idea of my identity. But i noe hu she is all along. Until. My name was being called out. She was caught by suprised. She was filled with trepidation. Remorse filled her. Her face was guilty. My eyes didnt see tt. But others did. I hope that wun affect their relationship. ((= But fer the rest of my dae. It went thru all fine. Great to be exact. I laughed. Joked. In a childish manner. Tt`s wat i am still. Though im turning 17 soon. LOL. Hu cares? We cant be serious all the tym. Eww. So unlike of me.
Fought with my assHOLE sister. With such pathetic reasons. Cried throughout the nite. Thx to spongebob. Fer being there.
Wednesday
Cant recalled wat happened. But i noe i went out. LAalala. I forgot. Ouh. I met sayang dearest todae? Had my oral ttodae. Was okae. Rushed home. Yes uh. Get to see my sayang dearest. Wee. I miss that boi. Miss him. Miss him super3 lots. At 1st. He wanted to meet at my bustop. But change of plan. Meet him at afghan instead. Hu cares about the meeting place. The bottom line is that syasya get the chance to see him. Tt`s it. ((= So. I was late as usual. LOL. Sori sayang. Met Anban. Taufiq. And dunnoe hu laa. So. Afghan was infested with too many mats and minahs. Eww. What`s up with those stares huh? Get a life pple. Being mats and minahs. Where will that lead eu to the future? Like haloo. Arent u guys afraid of what to come next? No comments. Cant deny mats are just being so cheap. Asking ard fer girls numbers. Eww. Crap. Almost all guys have the same thgy in dem. Looking at girls and asking fer their numbers. So if like that. Its not wrong fer girls to look at guys and ask fer their numbers too. LOL. Nahh. Not fer me. Just a simple statement anw. So. The outing was quite plain. Though i enjoy every single moment with sayang dearest. Those nyamuk can be quite IRRITATING. Grr. And i was quite irritating too tt dae. LOL. Sori sayang. Mwah! I miss eu laaa. OK daa. Done fer that dae.
The excitement of getting free tickets to Singapote Idol was fun. Fun. 12 of us, 5A, students are so3 kiasu that we rushed out to the general office to get to tix. We are the 1st. LOL. And haloo. Im the 1st. Those lit students were behind me. And suddenly cam the rest of the class. We plead and plead Mrs Neo to let us have the tickets. And we lied. Telling them that we have got no lessons. LOL. And guess wat. Mdm Fadillah locked us out. We tot she was angry at us. So we decided to lepak at 5B. Talking and solving the problem. Haa. But little did we realised that she was expecting us to knock on the door. Grr. She wanted to tell Ms Cheong about it. OMG!! We in dead shits. But well. Nothing happened. Phew. And we promised that we will do our geo hws. Haa. Scary bun Fun. ((=
Thursdae
Met my fwens. I forgot laa. Where we head. BUt otw mitting dem. I saw iqa..!!! Wee. She asked me out. But agayn. Im to busy laa.. I miss lynn though. Al my werking fwens. MOst importantly. I miss LIYING. But still. I get to see her sometyms with those meet ups. Yea. Cant remember any further details. Haa. See. I had go to the extend to rack my brain. Anw. Went lepaking somewhere. Studied my chem. With frens. Sigh. Todae was such a tiring and hectic dae fer me. Those integorration. WTH. Yea. But still. Wun be fun without them rite. Nid to finish up my fNn. N i feel like it`s been long since i tok to my sayang dearest. Yeah. Miss him hell lots. Didnt have the tym to even message him. Ws tired and im went to lala LAND straight away. Nitez sayang.
Fridae
I was superb busy todae. Was fun. A memorable dae fer me. Had our last photo taking session todae. But somehow. I have to admit that my class is not united as one. How sad. But i still love them still okay. The theme was 'GREASE.' Ribbons, sock, eyeliners. Thats our must have list. I have to admit that we are such vainpots. LOL. But was fun. FUn. Wonder how it will turn out to be. And. I wanted to sit on the front row. So i exchanged with WanYun. Thx gerl. And i sat rite in the middle. And. I wore sayang dearest`s watch. Haa.Halo.. LOL. Vain kan. Sori pple. ((= Ivy was cool though. Everyone was staring at us. We got the centre of attraction. How exquisite. The candid was such a chaos. We needed tym to get ready. I guess that lady was MAD at us. Like soo..? Its our last yeah madam. And Mis Cheong and Mdm Rohayah. Got to sat on Mr BRB`s n Mr Huever`s Bike. Style rite.
So after skewl. I passed his watch fer a while. And i have to rush to do my FnN. Grr. Was very late fer my moch exam. I reported at 3;30 and finished at 4;30. Sigh. Haa. Hu cares about that. At least i did the mock test. Was a very tiring dae cause i nid to rush soooo many time. And i lepak ard skewl till 8. Fuhh. Nice toking to ad laa. ((= And aidil is such a kuku. Haha. Den. I sat ard with quek and xuanwei. Nonsen laa dem. But was veri fun playing the piano. Those parents are proud of us. LOL. Uve been tricked. LOL. So after that. I tink i saw sth at the 2nd floor. But nah.. No further details needed.
Rush out of skewl and met those sweeties. Didnt manage to wait fer fad cause i was meeting them. So. I was rushing all the wae to the bstop. 8 was there. I ran as fast as i can. Lucky i didt tri. Fuh. Paiseh laaa. But well. No one recognised me. Haa. Thank god. And the apek bus was sniggering at me. Cetot. Mind ur own business. LOL. So reached home. I took a very quick shower. My dad was at home. Mom too. But i sneak out of my house. And meet them fer a while. Chatted fer a while. Had our supper. And tt`s it. We spa fer a while. I was having fun. Shiok laaa.. Den rushed home and do my fNn. Cant take it. Went to bed. B4 tt, i messaged my sayang dearest. Gawd! I miss him. Yes. Syasya miss sayang dearest. But i cant complain as i wun gain anythg. Rite. All i pray that he`s fine. Anw he`s sick. Tkcr bebeh. Eat ubat okay. Get well soon my dear. Need ur remedies? LOL. Jk. Get it from ur bolster. Hmm. ((=
Saturdae
I woke up ard 8 plus. Thx to my sayang dearest. He woke me up. But i tot it was too early so i went back to sleep. And as usual i was late. There is lit class at 10am. But i came at 11;30. Fad waited fer me. Im sori fad darling. BTW. Thx fer waiting yeah. And i saw my sayang dearest todae. Wee.. Todae was fun fer me and fad. Wee. Yeah. I love it. Played cards. e played snap. LOL. And the resident called us SEOW. Cetot eu uh ah soh! But after that it was kindda bored. Dunnoe y laa. Mendak man. And i asked fad1s permission if i can pierce my tounge. And she said NO..!!! Ala. Wat sei. I want.Fer 1 week oni fad. Pls. Still cant. ))= She told me if i do that. She would NEVER tok to me and i can go with AMYLIA instead. Hmm. No wae. I dun wanna lose fad dearest. Mwah! Syasya love fadd lots okay. She`s mine. So i shall listen to her. But i shall persuade her though. So i left ard 3. Meet my frens at 3;30 at tamp interchge. I was early okay. Yes uh. So. Head to MArine Parade. Intended to play pool laa. But its okie den. Went to eat at my fav`s hangout foodplace. Yummilicious!!! And stoopid. The drink was not nice at all. I prefer the lychee drink. Cetot. And guess wat. There`s this 2 mats motor. Sittting near us. He was smiling at me. Yeah. But being arrogant i looked away. LOL. Haa. Im just sick and tired laa. Wat more do guys want? Kenal2. Den close. Wan more than that. If cant, they will go away. Kan? Too bad. Watever it is. I love my sayang dearest. Yes! Yes! I love him. If somedae. He`s like those other guys. Den i shall sae. Bubbye. Haa. Hope not okay. Grr! I love him lor. At nite. Got the chance to tok to him fer a while. ((= Get to hear his voice. And hey i missMISS his smile. Im crazy. I just saw him smiling earlier on rite. Watever. I miss him still laaa. Ouh. Anw. I watched basketball tournament. Haa. I guess i have interest in playing basketball laaa.. All started from from pe. Sigh. Playing basketball is not bad afterall. ((=
Sundae
Okae. Here i am sitting infrom of the com. I have to complete my FnF. Fcuk. IM stress. Wke up ard 10. Read book. And call sayang dearest. Seriously, i dunnoe y i called him laa. But hey miss him. Miss him. Tok a while. And called Fad. Called shawal fer a while. And read book and back to slp. I hate SUNDAYS. 1stly. I cant go out. So bored. And im so stress cause there`s skwel tml. LOL. So ali called. We gg to start our grp study soon. We`re gg to airport to study tml. Hope i can study. Okalaa. Im done with blogging. Tkcr. And sayang tkcr bebeh. Sori can msg eu back. Wante to call. But well. Im just afraid. ((= Toodles.
TheEND
dada.sweets.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Sheesh. I didnt attend skewl todae. It`s not on purpose though. I mean. Im sick. Down with the fever and flu. This illness just irritates me. Cause im just enemies with those pills and cough syrups. Eww. Yucks. But still. I have to eat. But i skipped some of it though. LOL. And e here i am. Sitting infront of the com. Thinking what my bestie is doing rite now. Hey. Im sorri yeah. Im realii sori but im sick. U`ll be okay. ((= Brr. Im feeling so cold now. So. Anw.
Syasya really3 miss my sayang dearest.
Grr. What to do. Skipped that . So. I miss fad too. Now im bored. Everyone`s in skewl. So im downloading songs. Hee. And i came across this. Listen. Nono. Pple out there. Dl it okae. Very slow lor. But okae laa. Anw. Seems that it can relate to the story of my life. But the oni exception is that im not playing with anybody`s heart at the moment. No wae. I swear. Skipped that part. ((= I swear i love them both. I love my sayang dearest.
Aku yang tak pernah bisa
Lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa
Menepis bayangmu
Yang selama ini temani hidupku
Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergilir disampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila
Seandainya bila
Ku bisa memilih……
Kalau saja waktu itu
Ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran
Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergilir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bilaKu bisa memilih…..
Seandainya bilaKu bisa memilih…..
TheEND
dada.sweets.
