the BABE
LOVE me&never let me go
SPOiLTbrat-
i got a fettish for DIMPLES, ouhmygawd.
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SPOiLTbrat-
i got a fettish for DIMPLES, ouhmygawd.
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Knock! Knock!
Just thoughts
Tt`s RAIHAN. He`s my close fwen. ((=
The END
So anw. Todae i did went out.Wee. Again. So. Im having fun while exams are getting nearer. So anw. Dada went to CCK. Went to meet Hidayah. And she brought her frens along. Same lor. There`s alwaes some guys want to have my number. Its not that im bragging. But let me tell eu guys out dere. Im sooo sick and tired of eu coming to me asking fer my number. Well. Ive got a guy. Pls keep that in mind.
So anw. If not mit Raihan. But i said no. Sori kae. So he was bored. And im a bad fren. I didnt keep him accompany. Sori Raihan. So anw. Let me tell eu that. Just now. There`s this body builder cum model guy came over to me. He gave his name card and asked me to call him when im free. OMG. It`s no kidding. And i was obviously dumb-strucked. Hidayah, Rashid, Ariff, Elfi was like shocked. Haa. Hidayah was jealous. Im sori gal. But im not interested in him. U can have his number if eu want. LOL.
Da. Tt`s about all. I dun blog everything. And so. Can i confess that i miss my sayang lots? Yeah well. Its true. ((= Hapi 4th month kae sayang. Love eu baby.
*peck on the cheek*
Faddie. Miss eu too. And to pak busu. Ure gone case. But still i miss eu. What to do. I cant seem to get eu outta my head. Sori sayang because of that.
Somewhere within the imperfect me, lies a person totally different from what the eye can see.
Dwell on TODAY`S opportunity not yesterday`s blunder.
Friday, June 30, 2006
So yeah. I miss my dearest darlynk. A lots. But well. Did i blog about him raising his voice a me a lil yesterdae? Yeah. Im kinda upset at that moment. But im fine now. So i did see him in skewl. But our eyes didnt locked as alwaez. I try hard not to have any eye contact with him. So i succeed. But well. I fcuking miss him can. So there must be sth rong with that darlynk of mine. Hes been pulling a long face since i sneaked to see him at the parade square. What`s up sayang? Hmm. Dun wori. I love eu still. But do eu? Wakaka. So far we dun have any downs wen we are together kan. Maybe this is our challenge. Lalala. Hey darlynk i miss eu lots okae syg. So waiting fer the clock to tick faster so i can see eu tml. Wee.. ((=
So did nth much. Didnt go out todae. Cause i was tired. So. Fad went to skewl. At 1st i tot of accompanying her but. Found out that shaz went with her. So its okay laa. Since there`s shaz. So doesnt matter if im dere. Well. Guess im drifting a lil. Just a lil from my bestie. Shaz is dere wat. Yea. Sometyms. Im irritated by fad. Grr. But now i forgot wat. Shall post it if i remember. But whatever it is i love her. Love her soo much.. ((=
AND so. I decided to message my dear wawal on tuesdae? After like 5 daes since he message me. Well. Im just too afraid to make the de 1st move to message him.
I hate pple to scold me.Tt`s y. I noe fer my own good. But. W/o my frens i`ll be bored sei. Last tym im like 24/7 with eu. Tts y i dun mix ard much with my frens. And so. Im alwaes with eu kan. So tt was easier to control me back den.
Now. Nobody`s to control me. But i have limits laa.. But well. Seriously i nid someone to control me and give me back the old SYAHIDAH. But if i want the old her. The oni person that can brg her back is SHAWAL. But he`s not with me animore. So
how.
how.
Sigh. So stick to the new me. But i badly want the old me. And also i want to change so that i WUN lose shawal. . . . But anw. He has start contacts again with poovan. Yeah. Obviously jealous. But it`s his life rite. Anw. I`ve burn fer eu songs. Hear it okay. It`s like 3 cds laa.. Haa. But meant fer eu okae. Whatever it is. Eu wun 'pudar' kae. I promise eu. But tink again. I dunnoe. I try. I dun wan. Tts fer sure laa.
Hmm. Klaa. Im done now. Tml is cross country. Im scared. But i try my best to win the trophy. Hope i can. And i hope that RAZIF can too. Chiayou syg. And to fad. Eu can okay. Try ur best. Gogogo.
The END
Dada.Sweets.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
So things have been swirling around me. Ive been tooo busy till i have to stop blogging. I mean fer a while. So. Now. Todae. Im feeling a lil upset. Rather. Im being pathetic. Yeah. Hu cares? I nid to blog. So. Just now. Dearest darlynk. Raised his voice at me. Grr. This is the FIRST tym. Usually. It would be in a joking manner. Cause he`s loud. But it`s totally diff todae. Well. And i noe he`s feeling guilty. But im sad. ))= Our records are clean. But its not alrd. Ever since the first month thingy happened. That was like 3 months back? Even so. He has never raised his voice. Never. And he has been ever soo gentle to me. But pple changed maybe. Is there more to come? I hope not. So i dun intend to sae much to him. Watever. Being the stubborn kid. Yeah. I`ll keep to myself. Shhhhhhhh. Tt`s all den. Lots of love. I`m fragile. Handle me with care. Im not ur doll-TheEND
Dada.Sweets.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Ouh well. Here`s our pictures. Was taken during our monthly anniversary. Swear i miss those tym. Daa enuf..! Miss being with him. Coffesion of my HEART. Tsk. Sobz.I still do heart him deep down though. And eu listen hard. Never want to let eu go. Get it. I hope we will still stay strong. Though we are friends. But we are drifting wae kan. Sad. Ok daa. Bye.
Tts mi and BUNN. <3s>
Okay bye. ((=
The FIRST ever.
He likes this. I noe ugly. LOL. -.-
Tis was wen Faddie help me with those hair.
KEPT him waiting fer sooo long. Sori. ((=
Slack ME. But look. Bunn`s cute though.
I loike this best.
Pwence and Pwencez-
Forever and alwaez @ 2:33. (TTS span motto?)<>
But we are drifting away.))=
Ouh well. Im back from skewl. So yeah. I reached at about 7pm. So actually at the first place. I intended to go home straight cause i was super tired. My plan was to have a nice nap. But it turned out to be otherwise. Haa. So yeah. I have my detention. Grr. Sucks. Anw. We reported but soon after we went out to have lunch. LOL. Hell to dem larh. Haa. Yummeh. I guess im addicted to chicken sandwich. ((= So. Was fun. I laughed a lot with shaz. ((= Haa. Yeah. Shaz. At least now. She tok a lil bit MORE. Weee. That`s more like it.
So after that. Went to meet my darlynk. Fuhh. How i miss him. Yeah. I do lor. But too bad. Cant complain rite. So. It doesnt turn out to be soooo fun as alwaes. Hmm. But hey. Tis wat i notis. He has the habit of looking at girls. Everytym if a girl walks past, his head will follow tt gorl`s direction. Nahh. Have to understand larh. Guys rite.. Sigh. I miss him hugging me. But we did hug just now. We have our smooches. Fer a while. LOL. I love tt boi.
And i hope that he can get a placing during the cross-c0ountry. Good luck sayang. We made a deal that if he run. I too must run. Hmm. We shall see how okay. So anw. He ajak me to go with him tis Sat. Wee. I want laa sei. So see ya k. Mit at afghan rite..? Yes uh.. Can see u sayang.
ANd dear sayang. Let me tell eu tis. I love eu soo much. So much okae. Damn. I LOve eu. Hmm. And now im missing eu. So it was a lil diff rite wen i mit eu just now. So its okae laa..
And anw. My bunn messaged me just now. Suprised. He was HURT. According to him. Because i lied. Reason was bcoz i still in contact with Raihan. Wei. He`s my cloz fren. Bunn. Saye dun wan to lose him and also eu. I wan to be fair. Hmm. Understand laa pls. See. Razif dun control me sei. Okay sya! Stop comparing. Soo. It`s been long okay since eu contact me. Yeah. Im getting used to it. But bunn. I still do keep my promises. Oni tt i hate argueing with eu. And bunn. Citt miss eu laa.. Yea. Citt miss eu. But we ARE drifting away as a matter of fact. ))= I dun wan that to happen. But it has happened. And bunn. I found out that u contacted with ur ex 'gorgeous' back. SIGH. *TiNgE oF JeAlOuSy* But it`s okay laa..Still. remember. Gorgoeus WAS me. But eu gave that label to her. Sobz. Nah. its over. So im sori. Didnt mean to hurt eu. And sori cause i didnt message eu coz i dun wan to make the 1st move. But i sure do miss eu. Sincerely i swear.
Hmm. Klaa. Tts it. Im done. Tired alrd.
And i miss my bunn lots. Shall post some pix of us together. That was back to when we were together. Pictures were taken when we celebrated our monthly 'anniversary.' So here`s th fer bunn.
So after that. Went to meet my darlynk. Fuhh. How i miss him. Yeah. I do lor. But too bad. Cant complain rite. So. It doesnt turn out to be soooo fun as alwaes. Hmm. But hey. Tis wat i notis. He has the habit of looking at girls. Everytym if a girl walks past, his head will follow tt gorl`s direction. Nahh. Have to understand larh. Guys rite.. Sigh. I miss him hugging me. But we did hug just now. We have our smooches. Fer a while. LOL. I love tt boi.
And i hope that he can get a placing during the cross-c0ountry. Good luck sayang. We made a deal that if he run. I too must run. Hmm. We shall see how okay. So anw. He ajak me to go with him tis Sat. Wee. I want laa sei. So see ya k. Mit at afghan rite..? Yes uh.. Can see u sayang.
ANd dear sayang. Let me tell eu tis. I love eu soo much. So much okae. Damn. I LOve eu. Hmm. And now im missing eu. So it was a lil diff rite wen i mit eu just now. So its okae laa..
And anw. My bunn messaged me just now. Suprised. He was HURT. According to him. Because i lied. Reason was bcoz i still in contact with Raihan. Wei. He`s my cloz fren. Bunn. Saye dun wan to lose him and also eu. I wan to be fair. Hmm. Understand laa pls. See. Razif dun control me sei. Okay sya! Stop comparing. Soo. It`s been long okay since eu contact me. Yeah. Im getting used to it. But bunn. I still do keep my promises. Oni tt i hate argueing with eu. And bunn. Citt miss eu laa.. Yea. Citt miss eu. But we ARE drifting away as a matter of fact. ))= I dun wan that to happen. But it has happened. And bunn. I found out that u contacted with ur ex 'gorgeous' back. SIGH. *TiNgE oF JeAlOuSy* But it`s okay laa..Still. remember. Gorgoeus WAS me. But eu gave that label to her. Sobz. Nah. its over. So im sori. Didnt mean to hurt eu. And sori cause i didnt message eu coz i dun wan to make the 1st move. But i sure do miss eu. Sincerely i swear.
Hmm. Klaa. Tts it. Im done. Tired alrd.
And i miss my bunn lots. Shall post some pix of us together. That was back to when we were together. Pictures were taken when we celebrated our monthly 'anniversary.' So here`s th fer bunn.
Kenangan demi kenangan
Menjelma di ingatan
Sukarnya melupakan dirimu. . .
The END
Dada.Sweets.
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Tt`s RAIHAN. He`s my close fwen. ((=
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ApeK looking wat?
punk_academy@hotmail.com says:
u
punk_academy@hotmail.com says:
i reali2 sygkn u
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
yeah yeah. u and ur nonsens. mepek-
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
*layankan jek*
u
punk_academy@hotmail.com says:
i reali2 sygkn u
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
yeah yeah. u and ur nonsens. mepek-
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
*layankan jek*
punk_academy@hotmail.com says:
1 hari i nk jumpe jugak
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
jumpe sape?
punk_academy@hotmail.com says:
u
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
ouh. one dae okae. If im free.
1 hari i nk jumpe jugak
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
jumpe sape?
punk_academy@hotmail.com says:
u
syasya- `Never judge a book by its cover- `Thx.fer.ACTING.Like.eu.CARE-``Lyf IS beautiful- says:
ouh. one dae okae. If im free.
So. tts what partly RAIHAN said to me. But it ended there. And no more further. Cause i love my dearest darlynk lots. Somehow. I noe i love my BUNN too. And not forgetting. I love my BESTIE more. ((=
So. Let me introduce to eu hus RAIHAN. He`s cute though. But sadly. I cant fall fer him. Im sorri. Tt`s him. At the top of the page. SEE if u LIKE him.
The END
Dada.Sweets.
I was enjoying myself with my bestie todae. It was fun getting to laugh like hell with her. Faddie. Soori cause i dizturb eu okae. Just having fun. NICE HAIRSTYLE bebeh. LOL. Nah dun wori. It will grow okay. So anw. I went out with dearest bestie todae to airport. I missed her far too long laa. Has been long since we went out together. Sheesh. And fun kan wen we laugh after skewl at the bus stop. So yeah. Anw. Here`s a confession. To my bestie. Im sori okay. I dun reali go out with eu deze dayz cause most of the tym deze alwaez deze sb tagging along. Hmm. I dun mind laaa. But well. Nah its okae. No further comment laa.. Anw. She has got ur company and u have got hers. So. Fits u well. Since both of u take dnT. So eu guys can relate well compared to me kan. Hmm. Tts y lor. Get it. So. U have succeeded. Congrats. *TiNgE oF jEaLoUsY* LOL. =p
So anw. Just now. I went to skewl with my darlynk. Yes uh. Get to see him. That excites me the most. I miss him. I miss his hugs. I miss his smooches. LOL. Ok. But well. Tt`s the latest. And im grateful fer that. Anw. Just now darlynk wanted to meet me but i was too busy. I was late. And tt`s sad. ))=
And fuck. The whole family is like noisy. And i meant it. Fuck dem.
Hmm. Oklaa. Im done with this blogging thingy. So well. Im slpy. Nid to iron my clothes and stuffs. Gee. So tired. -___-" Anw. I`ll be gg to skewl with dearest darlynk tml. Wee. Get to see him. ((= But hey. I just find that sometym. Someone is using ME. Im sori fer having those negative tots. But just cant help it. If it`s true. One dae wen i find out. Den tt will be the end. Haa. Nonsen me. Till den.
So anw. Just now. I went to skewl with my darlynk. Yes uh. Get to see him. That excites me the most. I miss him. I miss his hugs. I miss his smooches. LOL. Ok. But well. Tt`s the latest. And im grateful fer that. Anw. Just now darlynk wanted to meet me but i was too busy. I was late. And tt`s sad. ))=
And fuck. The whole family is like noisy. And i meant it. Fuck dem.
I hate my sister and 1st bro.CB laa.. So wat ure the eldest? Go and die suckers. See. Dey pushed me to my limits until i sprout out these profinities. Im sori. But seriously. My sister has a fcuking mouth. Wen eu do some mistakes. She wun tok to eu but yell and scream at eu. Fcuk her laa. KNNCCB. Her mouth like kikiLALA sak.
Hmm. Oklaa. Im done with this blogging thingy. So well. Im slpy. Nid to iron my clothes and stuffs. Gee. So tired. -___-" Anw. I`ll be gg to skewl with dearest darlynk tml. Wee. Get to see him. ((= But hey. I just find that sometym. Someone is using ME. Im sori fer having those negative tots. But just cant help it. If it`s true. One dae wen i find out. Den tt will be the end. Haa. Nonsen me. Till den.
The END
Dada.Sweets.
Monday, June 26, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Ouh well. What a tiring dae fer me. Well. Well. So anw. Todae is the 25. Wee. Hapi 4th MONTH to me. Yes uh. Well. Its fast. Don`t eu tink sayang? Haa. Yeah It`s slow fer eu but well time seems to fly sooo fast. Didnt realised that i`ve known eu fer 5 months. So. Five month back, i didnt noe eu. Except fer ur name. But now. Well. I noe some of eu. Hee. So far. It`s been a nice experience knowing eu. And wei. I noe i could never ferget those moments wen im with eu. I sure do have lots of fun wen im with eu. Well. Remember. The 1st tym. Im soo not open with eu. But now. Im picking up things ever soo slowly. And eu. I nid eu to guide me in order to outwit my fear. And eu. I do admit that my past life still do haunt me alwaez. Yeah. Im still do think of him. Im sori sayang. But i cant help it. There will alwaez be the scars left behind. I hope eu understand. But i`ll be good. And fer now sayang. Hapi 4th month we together okay. I hope we will be happy as tym cums by. And eu will be happi by my side. Do tell me whatever u dont like. Cant promis that i can change. BUT i will try.So anw. Todae i did went out.Wee. Again. So. Im having fun while exams are getting nearer. So anw. Dada went to CCK. Went to meet Hidayah. And she brought her frens along. Same lor. There`s alwaes some guys want to have my number. Its not that im bragging. But let me tell eu guys out dere. Im sooo sick and tired of eu coming to me asking fer my number. Well. Ive got a guy. Pls keep that in mind.
So anw. If not mit Raihan. But i said no. Sori kae. So he was bored. And im a bad fren. I didnt keep him accompany. Sori Raihan. So anw. Let me tell eu that. Just now. There`s this body builder cum model guy came over to me. He gave his name card and asked me to call him when im free. OMG. It`s no kidding. And i was obviously dumb-strucked. Hidayah, Rashid, Ariff, Elfi was like shocked. Haa. Hidayah was jealous. Im sori gal. But im not interested in him. U can have his number if eu want. LOL.
Da. Tt`s about all. I dun blog everything. And so. Can i confess that i miss my sayang lots? Yeah well. Its true. ((= Hapi 4th month kae sayang. Love eu baby.
*peck on the cheek*
Faddie. Miss eu too. And to pak busu. Ure gone case. But still i miss eu. What to do. I cant seem to get eu outta my head. Sori sayang because of that.
The END
Dada. Sweets.
So i have not change the skin of my blog. I dont have the tym. An my soo super beat. Maybe i`ll continue it some other dae. Fer now. I have to stickk with these skin. Hmm. Better than nothing, as the saying goes. So till den. Take care. ((= I have a new blog. LOL.
The END
Dada.Sweets-
Oh well. Tis is my NEW blog. Maybe im gonna keep tis low from faddie 1st. Decided to make a new blog. Haa. Actually. I was bored. So. Here. Yis tym. I did tis myself. Wee. See. Becoming smarter. So. Anw. Tis is oni the introduction. Well. Its 2:38am. And im not yet aslp. Ouh well. I miss my guy laa. I miss those magical moments wen im with him.
Besides that. I sure miss my girlfren. She`s my second so-called boifren. And anw. My dearest bf doesnt mind if i have two 'boifrens.' One is him and the other is her. See. I have one cool bf. And i love him soo much. He`s a darling. ((= Well. I made her angry. Dissapointed? Well. Im sori. I appologised. Ouh yea. Hey. I miss toking to eu otp. Hmm. It`s been long since we did that rite? ))=
So to my one and oni person hu is drifting away from me. Well. Hey. I miss eu too. But too bad. Maybe we are better off tis wae yeah. ))= So let it be. Just wanna wish eu a happy holidays yeah. Enjoy urself. So. Maybe ur exam are over. So good luck fer ur results. Too late fer me to wish good luck fer ur exams huh. Ouh. Ive been neglecting my duty to call eu every morning. Im sori. It`s not that i don`t want to help eu. But i figured out that we are both drifting apart and i felt that eu dun nid my help. So be it. Im sori.
So im done. And hey. Let me tell eu guys. Tis is my blog. I should write whatever i felt.It does not concern eu a lil bit. Cause i have my sae. And tis is my blog. And eu dun have the rite to stop me from doing so. Those who are hurt by my words, im sori. But just cant help it though.
The END.
Dada.Sweets.
